light at the end of the tunnel

last few weeks have seen me not doing much at all not even done much blogging either just not seemed to of got round to it, but in the 1st time in ages iam stright with my money this month when i get payed will be the 1st time ive not owed anyone apart form my dad and once ive payed him his monthly bit all my wage will be mine for once,

its such a good feeling that iam not going to have to pay anyone anything no more bank charges nothing looking forward to doing a bit of crimbo shopping and not have to worry about if iam going to have enough to last me till the end of the month things will still be a bit tight but far better off than i once was, these last couple of months have been a bit rubbish but least iam not worrying about debts as such now and with my december wage ill be even better off and have a proper crimbo for a change, to think

one of the other things ive been dealign with is my drinking iam doing okayish with that last couple of months ive only been going out once twice a week and not realy got drunk and iam finding when i do go out for a pint i enjoy it more as iam not goign out regurly on a certain night, but last night i did go out for a pint and felt rough as fuck this morning only had 4 pints iam happy with my drinking at the moment still thinking of totaly packing up bit iam going to see what happens but for now things are looking quite good